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Frusterated.

Sun, 05 May 2013 11:49:51 -0400

I’ve gotten to a point where I’m at a loss of words. I don’t really know what to say to get my feelings across without sounding like an asshole. You know when you’re with someone, and everything is perfect but something happens and it makes everything just seem like it’s going downhill? Well that’s what’s going on. And I think the thing is distance. It’s hard. I’m sort of losing it. I like space, I think that’s why it’s been easier for me than some… but lately I feel more distant then close. Not really talking or seeing someone is probably the hardest thing possible. There is always a thought in the bak of my mind thinking someone else is butting in, or some kind of feeling it lost but then other times it’s all okay… especially when we are together. I’m just frustrated and confused. Wish this feeling would go away ):

I sadly enough can't help you since I'm having my own collecting money Fund sigh. But I wish you the best of luck. I reblogged it, hope it helps. X

Wed, 27 Feb 2013 14:59:14 -0500

Thanks for reblogging!

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Tue, 19 Feb 2013 21:40:31 -0500

Any help appreciated

Mon, 18 Feb 2013 18:41:05 -0500

Any help appreciated :

Share please.
http://www.gofundme.com/23a0e0

Ever since I was little, my mom has been in and out of the hospital. She has had more surgeries than I could begin to count and is in constant pain at every second, of every day. My mom is 56 years old and has been through more than I feel any one person should have to handle.

Her issue started off as a small problem, she fell on her knee when she was chasing her pet dog around the table when she was in her early 30’s. Like most of us, she didn’t think it was a big deal and shrugged it off. Unbeknownst to her, somehow her kneecap got damaged and she had to get a knee replacement. Once the surgery was complete, she was told she had the infection RSD. She was informed by her doctor at the time that the knee had to be take out for good. He gave her two options: complete removal of her leg or fusion. Who wants to lose their leg? So, my mother chose fusion. Unfortunately that was the wrong choice, because the fusion of the knee completely took her body out of order. She now not only has problems with her legs but she has problems with her back, nerve damage, she’s fallen and broken multiple bones, multiple times. She is now wheel chair bound and has always been the type of person to keep going. She was the victim of malpractice as well in 1998 when a doctor she thought she trusted removed a bone from her back when he was suppose to just do a small biopsy. She did not find out it had occurred until 2 or 3 years later when there was nothing she could do about suing him.

My father is an electrician and because my Mom cannot work has been the single provider for our family for years. He works so hard, always is there for me and tries to help me in any way he can with money. My parents I can say with my entire heart are the the most genuine people I know. I am attending college, and want to be able to give back to them when I am able to but I am making this site to possibly raise some money to give to my Father and mother to help pay the bills because it has been such a rough road and keeps getting harder.

Any donations would be taken with the utmost appreciation. And they would be given directly to my parents.

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Tue, 20 Nov 2012 21:08:24 -0500

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Mon, 12 Nov 2012 10:06:35 -0500

flagger09: true cowboy

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 10:05:57 -0500

flagger09:

true cowboy

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Tue, 06 Nov 2012 01:38:03 -0500

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Tue, 06 Nov 2012 01:37:52 -0500

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Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:45:40 -0500

peasant-pleaser: THIS IS SO TRUE

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:40:56 -0500

peasant-pleaser:

THIS IS SO TRUE

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Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:40:21 -0500

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Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:39:55 -0500

nostalgia-and-coffee: Reminds me that there’s still time to...

Mon, 05 Nov 2012 00:37:22 -0500

nostalgia-and-coffee:

Reminds me that there’s still time to change, yeah. Since her return on the stay on the moon, she listens like spring and she talked june, yeah, ooohh.

~Drops Of Jupiter, Train <3

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Fri, 02 Nov 2012 22:26:46 -0400

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Fri, 02 Nov 2012 22:25:57 -0400

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Fri, 02 Nov 2012 22:25:15 -0400

You’re a shadow of who you were, a figure setting with the sun. If only I could pull you...

Thu, 01 Nov 2012 22:08:43 -0400

You’re a shadow of who you were,
a figure setting with the sun.
If only I could pull you from the dark
but you refuse to hang on.

You treat me like the enemy,
when all I want is to see you whole.
But you’ll never be the same again
Because the drugs have taken toll.

Your clouded eyes, your tired face,
my mind is boggled but there is nothing I can change. All you seem to care about is that tiny white pill in your palm these days.

I watch you crack, you crumble;
with weary eyes you trudge on.
All I can think to wonder is,
how I will live when your gone?

And I know you’re shattered by your own reflection, and I know you put yourself through hell. And I know sometimes at the end of the day it’s a struggle to go on.

No one sees one ounce of pain, no one fights your fight. You find yourself standing at the edge of a high cliff determining whether or not to take flight.

You won’t take my hand, you keep lying through your teeth ..
I just want you back but you keep running from me

And I watch you crack, you crumble;
with weary eyes you trudge on.
All I can think to wonder is,
how I will live when your gone?

How will I live when your gone?

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Sun, 21 Oct 2012 21:37:01 -0400